Saturday, December 11, 2010

Going back...

I've always wanted to maintain a good blog where I would recall all the things that have happened to me, amused me, took my attention, discuss my disappointments and dreams in life, but I find myself being unable to find the drive to even update this account.

So, for the nth time, I will attempt to revive the blogger within me. Tumblr is good, but I think it isn't what I really need. I need a breathing space, where I could express myself and be whomever I would want to be. This time, I would like to focus on my target audience: myself. I'm really getting tired of trying to please the "followers." Here, I could relax and just spill out whatever's inside my mind. The peace and quiet and unrestrained blogging: oh joy!

Now, I'm here (again!) in blogger. And I'm here to stay, hopefully.

Yeah, I've been busy with academics since the new semester has begun. Org-related stuff, problem sets, laboratory quizzes, long exams. All has been well, I suppose. I'm not having a hard time in absorbing the lessons in the courses I have taken. Well, maybe except ChE 131. It's giving me a headache. Momentum, heat and mass transfers aren't really making any sense to me. I'm struggling to answer a single item in the homeworks, much to the unexpressed disappointment by my partner. Sigh. This then requires me to take extra effort in understanding the lessons this coming (insert drum roll here) Christmas break.

Exam in ES 12 is over. Talking to Kuya Michael Dupio was just depressing. I really thought I did great in my exam. Ugh. It sucks. In Monday, there's gonna another exam. This one's for ES 13. I must exert effort this time. After all, it's just the start of the sem. I must try a little bit harder to have better grades come CRS time.

Tomorrow will be my goddaughter's first birthday celebration which will be held in Tramway Timog. I'm now excited to see my cousins! That girl is really lucky, getting all the good things a baby could wish she could get. I hope she does not grow spoiled, though, but rather an empowered and strong-willed individual.

And, yesterday was our 14th month as a couple. I really hope this relationship would last. I am really grateful that she could see the good in me.